Little words, Big hopes
The cast: Naza as Ummi, Bad as Ayah, Izz as Abg Hensem, Baby as Baby
Saturday, June 29, 2013
Friday, June 21, 2013
29 april 2013
Dah pagi..
Bangun mcm biasa..siap2kn izz utk pegi nursery..abg x pegi keja
Pandang izz rasa sayu sikit..selama ni die je sorg yg ummi ade nk mnjekn marahkn pelukkn..rasa nervous lpas ni die akn jd abang.. :)
Doc advise haritu..better warded pagi..supaya beranak malam and esoknye boleh balik trus..xdelah nnti terrjadi 2 mlm and dah jd additional charges, since my package is for 2 days 1 night..tp pagi tu dok lg siapkn itu ini itu ini alih2 pukul 11 gak baru gerak ke Pusat Bersalin Barakah..
Sampai..gor warded..abg registered me..found out they only have 1 room for single (khadijah room) and 1 room for 4 (fatimah room)..before this i thought ade byk bilik khadijah *mmg plan nk amik khadijah room supaya abg boleh tido sekali..rezeki Allah, satu2nya bilik khadijah yg ade mmg kebetulan kosong Alhmdulillah..
Tukar baju wad..then nurse bg enema..ok patut izz dah besar2 ni xnak guna enema tu..sbb masa masukkn tu rase x best dan trus2 rase nk mmbuang..then nurse check bukaan..dah 3cm bukaan serviks..bhg luar dah lembut tp dlm masih sempit..then as usual, the ctg..kena strap and monitor heartbeat baby and my contraction..baby's heartbeat perfect..my contraction zero..nadaa he..dlm pukul 12 tghari doc khairiah dtg..lembut je die..tak ganas macam nurse td seluk..die check the 3cm again..and insert ubat utk trigger contraction and bantu bukaan..after 6 hours doc will check again..
Maka berkampunglah me and bad..tgk tv..drama2 yg x pnah2 tgk..drama mlayu filipin korea..and makan makan makan..i really like the nurses..unlike at regency masa izz dulu, they just put me on the ctg sesekali..not continously..and ayat nurse yg paling saya suka "puan makan je ape2 puan nk makan"
Ctg cantik..contraction dah start..and i use the breathing technique to help enhance the contraction and reduce the sensation and calm me..the nurses asik tanye "sakit x puan" mase contraction naik since i was very calm..i said ok je :)
Syazwan dtg dgn dian n uwais ptg tu..heh
At around 6 pm, nurse check bukaan..dah 5cm..since progress ok, x payah pecah ketuban..doc akan check lg pukul 11 pm after her shift at the clinic..
At around 11 pm, doc khairiah dtg..check bukaan..just 5 to 6 cm je..means progress x mmberansangkn..so off i was to the labour room since the next induce method is to be done there..pecahkn ketuban..in my heart..i pray and pray let this be the last induction..i dont want the drip
Nearly midnight doc khairiah broke my amniotic sack..air ktuban ok..warna didnt indicate yg baby dah berak..Alhmdulillah..means baby x stress..
Thursday, May 9, 2013
Before i forget :) 28 Mar, Sunday
The 39th week (due was supposedly 2nd May)..since the beginning of the 9th month, the checkups had became more regular, once a week that is..
Dulu masa preggykn izz..had to induced at 38th week sbb air ketuban *magically* hilang sikit..x cukup markah kiraan doc..which indicated that tali pusat baby dah started to malfunction since itu tugas die, produce air ketuban..and when that happens, takut baby effected since tali pusat juga yg supply the oxygen and nutrients..so kna bersalin segera..but the experience kena induce sampai kna drip is something i dont want to repeat..i really2 wanted to feel it naturally this time
so dah terbiasa stiap kali check up this time akan tanye doc "air ketuban saya ok?"
mase check up mggu lepas masih ok lg..markah still 10++..
Mggu ni..check heartbeat, ok..movement, ok..position, ok (but posterior)..air ketuban? Doc kira kira kira..quadrant 1 2 3..4 x dpt baca..total: 7++
Deng!
Again..
Doc advised me masuk hospital..have to induce jugak..plg lmbat lusa dia kate..doc check dah 3cm bukaan..
So..hati taknak tp my baby is more important..balik umah..kemas2 ape patut..ape2 yg blum buat setelkn..kept my calm all the way..didnt want the baby to feel any stress hormones..bukak katil izz yg dah berbungkus 3 taun..basuh2 the bed sheets..do anything i can to improve the baby position to anterior..sat on my gym ball..walk walk walk walk..wash wash wash wash..bad said to check in the next day je senang..die pun boleh cuti trus
prep sampai penat..then tido..baby, pusing ye..
Thursday, March 7, 2013
The prep
Rasa cam over tp mmg kena even for the 2nd child. The list is adapted from one blog but i forgot la tuannye. Tp ni da adjusted to my needs
* Untuk Ibu ke hospital * (prepare dalam 7bulan untuk masuk dalam beg)
Kad Lawatan Hospital/Kad Merah
Kad Pengenalan
Henfon
Baju (2 helai)
Stokin (2 pairs)
Kain Batik (2 helai)
Nursing bra (3 helai)
Disposable Panties (5helai)
Toilettries (Pencuci Muka, Berus Gigi, Ubat Gigi)
Towel
Pad for heavy flow(1 pek)
Selipar (1pasang)
Makanan/Minuman (Air Masak/Susu/Horlicks, Kurma, Biskut, Roti)
Termos Air Panas
Bag Plastik - u never know..tau2 perlu je
Sweater-(1 helai)
Sikat
Breast Pad (4 pair)
* Untuk Bayi ke hospital*(prepare dalam 7bulan untuk masuk dalam beg)
Newborn Diapers (14 keping)
Baju (3 helai)
Minyak telon
Baby Wipes (2 pek kecil)
Towel (1 helai)
Mitten n booties (5 pairs)
Sabun baby
Selimut/Bedung (3 helai)
Barut (4 helai)
Topi (1 helai)
Berpantang (Untuk Ibu)
Set Berpantang shaklee
Stokin
Sweater
Selipar
Kain Batik 4 helai
My pb corset
Pad for heavy flow
Nurturing pillow - Bantal Lapik Duduk (Memberi Keselesaan Akibat Jahitan Luka) cum nursing pillow
Minyak Angin/Urut
Makanan/Minuman (Air Masak, Horlick, Susu, kurma, Biskut, Roti)
Tukang Urut
Baby Gear
Baju- Lengan Pendek (5 helai)
Baju- Lengan Panjang (5 helai)
Rompers (5 helai)
Seluar- Pendek (5 helai)
Seluar- Panjang(5 helai)
Sarung Tangan + Sarung Kaki (5 pairs)
Baby Bip (1 helai)
Sapu Tangan (5 helai/set)
Barut 6
Topi
Diapering
Lampin 5
Newborn diapers
Changing Mat
Detergent Khas Untuk Mencuci Pakaian Bayi
Baby Care & Grooming
Losyen Bayi
Wet Tissue
Sikat
Putik Kapas (Cotton Bud)
Pengepit Kuku (Nail Clipper)
Nasal Aspirator (untuk selsema)
Methylated Spirit - alcohol 70% - cuci pusat sebelum luruh (biasa dibekal oleh pihak hospital)
Minyak telon
Cotton
Baby bottom balm
Beg Baby
Nursing
Selimut
Bedding set
Katil Bayi
Bakul Baju Kotor
Bakul Baby (Simpan baju n toiletries Baby)
Feeding
Botol saiz S (2 botol) done
Puting Botol Susu (2 pieces)
Berus Pembersih Botol
Nipple Cream i beli Earth Mam Baby
Nursing Pad Washable (2 pairs)
Nursing Pad Disposal (2 kotak)
Dual breast Pump
Cooler Bag
Breast Milk Storage pack
Termos
Travelling
Beg Bayi
Baby Sling
Stroller
Bathing
Tuala
Besen Mandi & Tempat duduk ummi
Sabun Mandi
Extra
Penyangkut Baju Bulat Kecil
Penyangkut Baju Bulat
Penyangkut Kecil
Bekas Spray Air
*agak over tp inila hakikat ;P
Monday, March 4, 2013
Dimulakn dgn Bismillah...
Ehh ;)
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Penat
Staying late at office for Cendor tender..again..dulu masa memula kluar tender..i had to stay until 10pm..siap tpaksa bawak izz masuk ofis buat keja..really tiring..now retender again..permainan politik apekah ini (politik bisnes..bukn politik kt tv tu)..and i need to stay late again..huh..sgt turned off dgn project ni hahaha